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Brokeback mountain is so sad... I hate sad endings. =(

Boyfriend is away at a course this week so it’s just me and the walls and a large tank of water with some gravel/plants/bogwood in. I think we are going to have African cichlids from Lake Malawi and just them alone as they can be quite aggressive. Luckily they come in many colours so it’ll be pretty! Think it’ll be another couple of weeks before the water is steady enough for the fish... a lot of patience fish-keeping is....

It’s weird thinking how my life is going so slowly at the moment and it seems so easy to stay like this. But movies seem to make time go so quickly and how someone’s end can be so different to the start. I think more and more I would like to go back to Singapore and work at home for a while. More and more I feel nostalgic, childhood memories and all. It’s almost a desperation sometimes to share something that was once so close and familiar with someone else who understands. Perhaps it's the independence I once had and now am slowly losing. (I don’t know if this really is it - I have to think more about it.) But then again, I can’t bear the thought of leaving England and not seeing friends here ever again. Yeah I know it doesn’t have to be one or the other.

Anyway, thoughts aside. Yay! My first year report/viva is done! The assessors seem to think that I’ve progressed well in the first year which is surprising cos IMO I’ve done FA compared to my fourth year project. And I’ll try not to write another report in .doc again.

Well, I’ve been up since 4am (when the radiographers aren’t shoving NHS patients in and out of the MR scanner) so I’m going to bed soon....

Oh well ;)